worn out.

maybe i shouldn't have even bothered to reply, because the answer was exactly how i expected it to be. your conscending tone, your superior attitude, has awakened me to the fact on how much you still pride yourself over me, but for all i know, you might still be feeling bitter too. i really dont understand you, and maybe i never really have.

i remember just the past friday, when i was having lunch with jok, and i asked her if she'll feel anything when the school term ends, because she might never see him again anymore, and that they might even lose contact. but she just shrug nonchalently, if not resignedly, saying she'll move on and maybe find someone new. and then i realised that i couldn't do that. because-

i really should get down to studying, but i really dont know where to start.

thanks yueting =)
first there were four, and now its left with the two of us..